1. What if they know each other?
Inner monologue: I haven't met their respective friends yet. Maybe they'll get to know each other through some means, like watching a game or being business partners.
2. One of them likes me, but I don't think he's my favorite?
My inner thoughts: Although he's not my favorite person, I don't want to lose his love for me. Let's just maintain the status quo.
3. Did he leave anything behind at my house?
My inner monologue: What if someone else comes to my house and finds out? Then I'll be exposed.
4. Should I blame myself? Am I a bad woman?
Inner monologue: But I'm not the only one who's unfaithful. I date several people at the same time because I want to find the right one.
5. Why do I think of someone else when I'm on a date with him?
My inner thoughts: He made me quite happy, but another guy would buy me gifts. This guy's eyes are much prettier than the other guy's, but the other guy's voice is much nicer than this one's.
6. Have I completely deleted all my text messages?
Mental state of mind: Texting is the most dangerous area. Never send the same message to two people at the same time, never mix them up, and never let anyone check up on your phone.
7. What if his friends see me with another man?
Inner monologue: I must post online saying that I had a great time shopping with my cousin today.
8. Have I already told him this story?
Thoughts: It seems like I'm talking to him, but it also seems like I'm talking to someone else.
9. Can I still go to my favorite bar?
Inner monologue: Ugh, going on a date to my favorite cafe or bar will definitely get me seen by different people. I'll have to find another discreet meeting spot nearby. I don't want them to awkwardly bump into each other.
